Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's cold I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning rain up my window.
and I see at all
And if I could it'll all be gray,
but picture on my wall
It reminds me, it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows raindrop background
2nd full volume with beat after "thunder" noise

Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin
I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what call her?
I'ma name her
I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him
I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan
This is

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans
If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert
you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's six years old
We waited in the blistering for you,
four hours and you said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol
He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to
Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father
he to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed
I got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds
like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it
My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does
She don't what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the package I ever send your ass
It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive?
You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall
I love you Slim, we been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me
See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you
cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is
Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that
and an autograph for your brother,
I it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you
Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just dogg,
c'mon - how up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down
And what's this shit us meant to be together?
That type of make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend each other
or maybe you just need to treat her
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine
if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan
why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't you to do some crazy shit
I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to
Come to think about, his was. it was you
Stan!