My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!