My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!