My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I never my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the addresses on 'em So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!