My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with beat right after "thunder"
Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's this shit about us meant to be That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!