Lately been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first torn between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws when on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even want be
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, song after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, like everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm to jump over my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it might not be much but all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my my homies was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, get your weapon You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane