Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one is like a full choir My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
I am, first born torn between heaven and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even want be
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album album, platinum song after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm to jump over my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it not be much but it's all I got So I paint it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm just But I won't let you add up to my problems, I leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane