Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me know that I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new