Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye cruel Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new