Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I went in Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far, I want a new life