Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the ever moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming home Well no what the cost And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My will carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far, I want a new life