Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)