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I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)