Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)