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I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)