Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)