If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out would you?
Rather love than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every problem you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm here but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. to your friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i live with no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She see in me, what i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of have made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material can materialise to a better you... Cars, I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, I went wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......