If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, think I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. Every problem that you ever had another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm here but I can't skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. of a black girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just be the one who never run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She see in me, what i see in her. This pain she inherit be reversed. I can't even stay in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a impression. What I do is I my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of frame of mind. with a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......