My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, like his fuckin' idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write See I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs So when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we be together too
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I ever send ass been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that guy from drowning But didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the But I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I to send this shit out?
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for brother I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I of missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling To help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to each other I think you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just need to her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!