My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I you but you still ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn You not have got 'em It probably was a problem at the post or somethin'
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up man, how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm out to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie
I read about uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did ScamZ
I got a room full of your and your pictures, man I the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i know you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the I ain't mad, I just think fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't want to to me outside your concert you didn't have to But you could have signed an autograph for
That's my little brother, man,he's 6 years old We in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't bein' lied to when we met in Denver, you said if I write to you You would write back, see, I'm like you in a way I never knew my father He used to always on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're sayin' in songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps I'm depressed I even got a tattoo with your name across the
Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See, you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I you, Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growing up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever yours, Stan. PS, we should be together too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or my fans" be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that song by Phil from "The Air In The Night"?
that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Phil saw it all then at his show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could have me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy
And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we could have been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it
And you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the
But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates, suffer more and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally, to diss you And what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is you?
You got issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other
I really think you and your girlfriend each other Or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read letter I just hope it reaches you in
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' fine If you'd relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so Try to understand that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit
I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was with his kid And in the car they found a tape but it say who it was to Come to think about it his was, it was you, damn