My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I you but you still ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two back in autumn You must not got 'em It probably was a at the post office or somethin'
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's daughter? My pregnant too, I'm out to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie
I read about uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did ScamZ
I got a room of your posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did Ruckus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the chance I ain't mad, I just it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you want to talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to But you have signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother, man,he's 6 years old We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 and ya just said no That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do
I that mad, but I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I to you You would write back, see, I'm just you in a way I never knew my father He to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can to what you're sayin' in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See, you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you
But she don't know you I know you, Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growing up You've call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan. PS, we be together too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or my fans" This'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that song by Phil from "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy who could saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his he found him? kinda how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all o' pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we could have together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't and you scream about it I your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch, I'm trying to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
But I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates, suffer more and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that And here's an for your brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have you Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to you And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you some counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other
I really think you and girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read letter I hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I that you'd be doin' just fine If you'd a little, I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to that I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit
I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a And had his in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to about it his name was, it was you, damn