Luyện nghe bài hát Rain Water

(Various Samples)
The was raised to me the other day
why I to always have joy.
I'd like to take time to set the record straight.
All the joy I've known has disappeared...

(Brother Ali)
Uh, motherfuckin' thin air.
it's never even been there.
My joy done me y'all.
Shit I hang my head man.

And God's rain water flow the same gutter
that we walk today, stay brave brotha.
Keep you lip stiff, keep your fist clenched.
At times you gotta kick your way through bitch.

1
And I stop feelin' guilty smilin'.
A wise man told me that every cloud has a silver linin'.
I to believe him but its a trick to find em'
when the around me continue dyin'.
Grandad was in the of his life
when he closed his eyes tight and his wrists wide.
What make a tenth fighter with a winning score
decide he need to throw the towel before the whistle
Maybe I'll never know, but I his poetic soul
so the yet to show.
Is life so obscene that death's serine?
Or was an old trying to write his own closing scene?
stings like knowin that the woman who gave me this life is being eaten from the inside.
I thought we'd make shit right.
I wish I'd have viewed it clear
you were done here.
That's two in one year that I let here,
lovin' me, shedding one single tear.
Either I'm one of the strongest people
or ya'll should stone me for trying to steal breath.

X2

2
They say "Shit, scrapper, you all by yourself ya?"
Damn straight, I got a jail nature.
Been up but I've never been settled in.
Then got tough, started leather skin.
I to make that face that tells predators
it's to reassess just who you bout to wrestle with.
I'm on one like the kick drum of the beat.
Clear my lungs, spit on the street.
They tellin me we got to fear but fear itself
but I fear I have no human left.
Someday I'm gonna wanna back these calluses
and really feel life again and that where my is.
I've been and bitin for so long
that when they throw me a rope I'll be too weary to hold on
and see the light. So I sing the tears
in the key of life, the way a ego might.

X2

My joy left me ya'll.
She don't show her face these parts.
Every time she come she gets off,
so she distant.

3
If it weren't for me he wouldn't know the sun was out.
I hate word that come out of his fuckin mouth.
treat him special, don't know nothin bout him.
If saw what his wife see they wouldn't fuss about him.
He can't do shit right but rap and babies
and need daddy at home consistent,
but rap daddy on the road religious.
So even in my two loves my is so conflicted.
My son into this world innocent
and he everything that needs to live in it.
And home I made for him is broken,
I'm hopin his for me will never grow thin.
It hurts to know and to know when
you were cryin at the hospital I'm out tryin to a show.
I made a vow that we'd be broke again
and I'd never be a burden on friend.
So when sweated on my farewell stage,
when I've wrote my last hook in my rhyme book,
when I get the last nod of from my family,
is the man I have to be.

X4

Sometimes I like I'm almost gone. You ever felt that way?