I've never tasted tears like before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any soul to a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I that I was bound to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That something ends so that can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For have I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in each And someone to think about each night When torment after wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, in pain's delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my mind I was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To another in that holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my I opened up the door And swept the space where I hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I both for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my will his own each caress For once and only I did not think Where I should and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And else to say the word aloud For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my was open to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I full well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it should have always Id wait there still but someone real And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth that shattered my The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For pain can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the saddest I have