I'm back, did anyone me? They said a record could be tricky Well that's kind of funny cause I am not My fans, they know what it is and with me Yeah, I ain't the type gon' ride with the semi I from a town with three lakes and no city been doing shows for nothing but pennies When I leave the stage, they never me was a glimpse of my life I let you see it's like to be in my head ask me what I think I think I be doin' If it music, I'd rather be dead You know what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't to see me at 10 Or you do I promise if that is the case, then that is what you're get If you're looking for with watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna I won't be any help This flow is familiar. I I heard it before Oh yeah, I made it I left the door to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house Some of sat on the porch at my windows and stared at my door They ask me if I'm going to kill it this I in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?" He's at it again, NF is crazy bad with the kids He talks about nothing but him Yeah, my say, "He's kind of a diva." Well, you need to get some new I'm as chill as it I get on the stage and flip on the switch And I go to a place where is If you putting my name in the song, that's that you won't regret I'm not lying to you I the shows when no one was there I the shows when nobody cared Some people in front of me laughing like, "He going nowhere." It's now, isn't it? This type of life how I envisioned it This type of life, it ain't how I pictured it I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to my family. It's different Not you think it is a review, tell me what you think of this Give me three stars and me and idiot 'Bout to be honest, it don't make a I know people don't get it But you have no answer to Therapy If you don't like music that's personal, I have no clue what you people are here Might as throw out the record I pull up a I track through my music like nobody's Only person I judge is the one in the And lately, he ain't doing well-I need ya'll in my head I'm of hearing it You it music, I call it my therapist Sick people telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take of it I know right, but man it's embarrassing Music has raised me more than my did out a picture of us and I stare at it Who am I kidding? You ain't hearing this Show me an artist you want to compare me You put us both on a track, Imma 'em Give me shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier of you want to attack what you staring at I see you got beats, but is the lyrics at? NF is the logo, you know I been wearing come to my show and be sittin' in the very back I call you out in the like, "There he is!" I thought I'd be happy. It like I'm cursed It's hard to be clean when you in the dirt You gave me this place to go when I'm I thought get better, but it's getting worse And I got nobody to blame when I work, 24/7 I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he to flirt I hang up the phone, these are than just words I drive on highway and listen to Mansion I look up to God like, "When did happen?" Yelling with all of my fans to up But feel like I I get emotional. I didn't this I'm doing I never imagined I'm sorry but I gotta I don't be late for my therapy session