Susan catches the bus into town at ten-thirty a.m. she on the back seat. she looks at The man in front's head and thinks how his fat neck is like a large carrot Sticking out from the collar of his shirt. she adds up the numbers on her bus to See if make twenty-one, but they don't. maybe she shouldn't bother going to school at All, then. her friends will be in the yard with their arms on their chests, Shielding their breasts to try and them look bigger, whilst the boys will be too busy Playing to notice. the bus is waiting on the high street when suddenly it begins To rain and it sounds like someone has emptied about a million packets of Dried peas on top of the roof of the bus. 'what if it just raining,' she Thinks to herself, 'and it was just like being in an aquarium it was all the and office-workers that were floating passed the window instead of fish? ' She's still thinking about this when the bus goes passed caroline lee's where there Was a party week. there were some german exchange students there who were very Mature; they all up jumping out of the bedroom window. one of them tried to get her To kiss him on the stairs, so she kicked him. later she was sick she drunk too Much cider. caroline was drunk as well; she was she was married to a tall boy In glasses, and she had to wear a polo-neck for three days afterwards to up the Love-bite on her neck. by now the bus is going the market. outside is a man who Spends all day forcing pens into people's hands and then trying to make them pay For them. she used to work in the pet shop, but she got for talking to boys when She was supposed to be working. she too bothered though, she hated the smell of the Rabbits anyway. 'maybe this bus won't stop,' she thinks, 'and stay on It until I'm old enough to go into pubs on my own. or it could drive me to a where People with black hair special brew and I can make lots of money by charging fat old Men five pounds a time to look up my skirt. oh, they'll be up to take me out to Dinner...' I suppose you think she's just a silly girl stupid ideas, but i Remember her in those days. they talk about people a fire within and all that stuff, Well, she had that alright. it's just that no-one dared to jump into her fire; they Have consumed. instead, they put her in a corner and let her heat up the room, Warming hands and backsides in front of her, and then slagging her off around town. No-one ever really got inside susan, and, and, she ended up getting off the bus at The terminus and walking home.