(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)