(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive over dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)